wish you were here

our love are changed
but you said
it cant turn back anymore
but i try my best
for catch your heart back
ya i know
i am late
late for know that i am wrong
will you
will you give me the last chance???
it's really suffering without you beside me
i cried i begged
all of my tears
all of my apologized are useless
i wish to let you go but i failed
i love you so much
i had too many sweet memory from you
and you are snatching back all of these
how hurt
cant describe
baby come back to me
i need you
really need

我还记得

我还记得
当他抛下我时
我用了半年的时间来忘记我的痛苦
当另一个他能够从新带给我欢乐时
却又是错的时间选对的人
天意弄人啊
我还记得
事情发生时
他把全部的责任都推在我身上
让我一个人去承担
面对着全世界
其实到底是谁先进入谁的世界
没有人知道这真正的故事
只有我们俩
但我也只能选择沉默
把这些委屈都吞进去
虽然事情过了那么久
但是我还是会觉得很心酸
因为曾经有过这样的人
这样的来对待我

i am in love ♥

脱离单身的日子好像近了
可是你的告白好像有点烂了
我害怕
我没有把握

我怕我不会是个好的女朋友

我性格既霸道又好玩
这样只会引起你常常担心我 :(
你心情不好
和我谈了几句也没有就下线了
心里很难过
但却又不知道怎么安慰你
反倒想你来安慰生病中的我
明天吧
明天就让我逗你开心回:)

想你 ♥

20/5

一个既开心又累的星期五
我和朋友们去了金字塔溜冰去
9个人
但没有一个会溜 -.-
早上九点多被你们吵起来
是西北的累啦
十一点多就出发
到了那里就吃我们的BRUCH
然后在那里说是非
好久都没这样了啊
好怀念
我好开心
因为能和老婆们相聚
我等这天等到颈项都长了啊
可是还是五缺一 :'(
我也好开心
因为终于能够达成你的愿望
我知道你想要去溜冰想了好久
今天你终于去到了
恭喜咯 :)
在溜冰的同时发生了很多好笑的事
还记得叫我们溜冰的路人甲乙丙丁告诉我们
你要学会溜冰要先跌到 -.-
给他们扎到够够够力
但我最喜欢的是
被你们一个一个在冰场上拉着走
哈哈
那种感觉是很爽很幸福的啦
虽然在溜冰的途中我没有跌到
但是其实我很想跌
因为想给我的八月十五享受下冷冷的感觉 :)

我没出声不代表我心情不好
只是我不想说话

I MISS YOU ♥

rainy day

is a rainy day today
weather is cold
but my heart is warm
my mood and my body are feel tired since i back from cameron
but i still dont want to take a good rest
dont know why

i just hope our distance can keep like this
even though we are just always kaope kapoe
i dont dare to and i wont get in one more step to you
because i know you
i wont have a good consequence if i do that
sometimes
i will feel a bit suffer
luckily when i am lost
still can meet you here
you are the energy to me
but the main thing
i wish to do your friend
i think it will better than that :')

HUMAN

DONT DO THOSE FOOLISH THINGS PLEASE

IS NOT WORTH

我希望

我好希望
这是梦
眼前所看见的都不是真的
因为我看了心里有抽蓄的感觉
好不舒服
好不自在
心情很闷
天很灰
是不是都和我一样
都要下雨了呢？？？
如果我知道会有这么的一天
当初就绝对不会加入
如果我知道会有那么的一天
今天就不会有这样了
我请求上天
把时间倒退一点点
因为
我想回到过去
控制那不该有的东西

clown

i am a clown
a bad clown
why???
because i like to pretend
i dont like to admit myself,my style and my feeling
even though some of my friends can know me
but i still pretending like nothings
i like to smile and laugh reluctanly
i like to show to my friends that i am happy in every single day
what's wrong with me???
i am scolding myself
why dont you show your real feeling out???
why dont you try to put effort to change the story however you still keeping up like this???
tong wai sum,you couldn't like this
can you try???
can you put some courage to do???

i feel heart attack when heard that you will not continue your diploma life
how sad
you are leaving us one by one
and after that you are leaving me one by one
i will be the last person here in our gang
i wish
i wish i can shout I MISS YOU to you
i am appreciate our friendship and relationship :)

fast & furious 5

just watched this movie from summit
i just can say:'WHAT A NICE MOVIE IS THIS SEASON'

sinopsis:

Since Brian and Mia Toretto (Brewster) broke Dom out of custody, they've blown across many borders to elude authorities. Now backed into a corner in Rio de Janeiro, they must pull one last job in order to gain their freedom. As they assemble their elite team of top racers, the unlikely allies know their only shot of getting out for good means confronting the corrupt businessman who wants them dead. But he's not the only one on their tail.

Hard-nosed federal agent Luke Hobbs (Johnson) never misses his target. When he is assigned to track down Dom and Brian, he and his strike team launch an all-out assault to capture them. But as his men tear through Brazil, Hobbs learns he can't separate the good guys from the bad. Now, he must rely on his instincts to corner his prey...before someone else runs them down first.

i love their action so much

damn nice character

damn nice motion

and damn nice effect

thumbs up

well
i am ok now
no more awkward
no more feeling towards to you :)

cloudy day

6o'clock now
after rained
it will is a cloudy day
weather is cool
i am wearing swimming suit and will going to swim later
i need a warm hug now :)

can i know what you doing now???

foundation level 1 will be end soon

level 2 is coming

a lot of homework i havent done

haiz

i am gonna crazy

a lot of stress

i dont know what's wrong with my backside 

is pain when i jump or laugh

suffering :(

我是谁

我知道自己的眼皮要掉下来了
可是我还在硬撑
但却不知道自己在硬撑什么
强颜着自己的微笑
嘻嘻哈哈的过活
在朋友面前否认自己所有的情感和事物
朋友说我是个有个性的人
很有自己的主见
我觉得这是个天大的笑话
却在矛盾着量度着自己是不是这种人
怎么了
我把我自己变成什么了？？？
越来越不了解自己
越来越不清楚自己要什么
越来越不清楚自己的目标在哪里
我把原本的我躲在哪了？？？

如果你用内疚来弥补我
那我只能说
对不起
我不会要
你就不需要再拿什么来弥补了
不需要觉得内疚
不需要怕我失望
因为我知道
我没有留下伤疤
我没有受伤 :)

不管怎么说服自己
不管怎么否认自己
直觉还是会不停的告诉我
我迟早会掉进这个坑中
虽然结局不是想象中的
我只是
只是在想
我会掉多深
会不会无法自拔
不知道自己在拼什么
但是时候要把眼镜擦干净
用心的去看前方
有什么东西会在那角落等待着我
有什么人物会在那角落对我挥挥手 :)

请原谅我

请原谅我
我是个小气的女生
受不起讽刺
听不起嘲笑
但
这就是我的性格
请原谅我
我是一个思想不成熟的人
有时候的我
会做出幼稚的行为
但
这就是我的性格
有时候
你们不了解我
甚至有时候
连我自己也不了解自己
朋友啊
请顾虑下我的感受
我已经求别说出来了
我不想有些事情一开始
就变得全世界也知道
但你为什么就是那么爱这样！！！
别人也许不在意

但我在意

我西北在意

我什么也不要了
什么也不去想了

pikom pc fair

不知不觉又星期日了
明天要上课

T__________T

我不要
话说今天
我去了pikom pc fair
那里的人潮是多到我不想说了

mountain people mountain sea

你们懂吧
今天的我花了三百多块

（西北会花钱）

很好奇对不对
买了什么？？？
1.滑鼠=rm20
2.交上网费=rm110
3.swatch手表=rm155
4.还有那些didi dapdap

全都是白色
爱惨了
我爱白色 =)

话说昨晚我又去了clubbing

是超high的啦

认识到很多新朋友

还看到朋友们醉了的样子

是西北搞笑

4个人在车上乱飙英语

so

我在等着和你们的下一次约会啦 :)

同样的时间同样的地点

怎么就是不同的人在我身边？？？

i was understood

finally this time i was understood all these things
even though you didn't talk it out
but i got feeling i got sense
i can feel it
beg you
dont try to coax me anymore
i am not a child
i did those things not means to make you will care more about me
ermmmmmm
i just can say

I WAS REALIZE

I WONT LET THE PERSON WHO BESIDE ME GET HURT ANYMORE

怎么办

时间过得真快

已经开学三个多月了

我知道人有各志

每个人都要追求自己的梦想

可是我真的好舍不得你我的姐妹

你知不知道今天在半睡半醒中得知你要走了

自己被吓到跳起来了

接收不到事实

自己流了泪一下再打给你

当你接电话时我就用这责怪的语气去骂你为何没有告诉我你的决定

你说你也想告诉我

只是还没有说

你走了的话

那你叫我怎么办

你怎么舍得丢下我一个！！！

自己在这几天很emo一下下

但是又很高兴

在这两天我都花了至少有十个小时的时间和你在一起

我知道在第一晚我做了很丢脸的事

可是全都是真心话啊

这两天里发生的所有事物我都不会忘记

你对我说过得我也不会忘记

你别给我食言

你答应过我有空的话大家一起去看电影的

还有

我不管了

无论结局如何

我还是要尽我全力去做到

我好想你 :(

如果

把自己陷得太深
拔不出了
你的影子无时无刻出现在我脑海
一个被我自己的直觉玩弄的愚人节
如果我昨天不靠着直觉回来
我就不会看见你
在毫无心理准备之下
别人对我说你回来了
心里是无比的兴奋
因为我没想过我们可以那么快见面
你知道吗
我们已经有三个月没见了
看见你
眼神又无时无刻地在逃避
心里有种想哭的感觉
我知道
你觉得我在把你当作透明
很抱歉
因为只有这样
我才能够控制我自己
看见你打pool的样子真的很帅
在里面顶不顺了
出去躲在一旁抽烟让自己情绪放松一下
不让你发现我那不安的样子
不让你看见我那伤心的样子
直到去asia cafe喝酒
你对我说了那句简单到不行的话
五个字
就那五个字
在临下车前
我也对你说了拜拜
也就只有这两个字
当你再回来公园时
你知道大家的心意
可是你却故意的逃开
当我坐在你后面的时候
你不会知道我是有多想的靠在你的背上哭起来
直到凌晨四点多
累了
自己也先回去睡了
阿文告诉我你回了
我却傻傻的站在楼梯那里看着guard house
看着你那离开的背影
站在拿到五点多还是看不见你
不等了
累了
如果
我没有去clubbing
也许就不会对你有感觉
如果
我昨天没有跟着直觉走傻傻的跑回来
也许就不会看见你
我知道
我有的时候很依赖你
造成你的负担
请原谅我那份孩子气
请原谅我的不够成熟
但我就是很喜欢你

suddenly

i am viewing your blog
your old article that wrote about me
dont know why
i feel like want to let my tears come out
maybe i realize
or maybe i having this feeling suddenly
our memories are flashing back in my mind
how sweet and happy of us before
yeah
i know no one will trust me
you guys will think that i am talking bullshit
but this is the first article i writing about you guys since i started my academy at here
anyway
i wish to tell you all
i miss you suddenly

我还是我

到今天才发现
原来我还是我
为什么这说
因为我还是喜欢自己一个逛街
逛街的时候看见喜欢的东西会毫不犹豫地买
就好象今天逛街
收获不错

一件黑色的上衣（没牌子）

一条项链（没牌子）

两件背心（nike）

我好久都没试过这样逛这样买了
爽
话说昨晚
我又去clubbing了
说什么欧洲的dj来
朋友叫到
和以我好玩的个性
我当然是答应咯
还记得在下去的时候遇到个黑人
当时是处于自己一个下电梯
之后很不幸运的
我被他缠着了
他先赞我很美
过后问我什么名
再来个劲爆的问题
问我要不要和他...
我不说大家也懂是什么
我就告诉他我赶时间
一出到电梯他还要跟着
一直叫我不要去clubbing
留下来陪他
他会让我开心的
害到我今天出去的时候都要到处留意
在这里我真的很想说

我真的很讨厌黑人

为什么政府要让这种人进来我们的国家！！！

is time to let you go

feel sleepy but cant fall in sleep
shit
what the fucking stupid thing i am doing now???
including myself
nobody can understand what the feeling i am having now
happy???
no
emo???
no
three days
this is the third days without you
what i am waiting for???
is your CALL
your MESSAGE
but how about you???
control myself
slap myself
and reminding myself
IS TIME TO LET YOU GO!!!

i have no time

part timer life was started
i am busy than before
need to work three or four days for a week
will feel tired more
darling was left us for 3 days
we are miss him so much
still remember that morning
i said goodbye to him then my tears was rolled down
and he almost cry in front of us
at last
he gave me a warm hug
ok
i think i meed to apologize to you
sorry that i think i was hurted you
if i know
i wont let you help me replied the messages
if i know
i wont tell you what i am feeling sad for

I FEEL GUILTY EVEN YOU DIDN'T BLAME IT ON ME

缘

刚跟达霖谈起你去
我突然也吓到
原来还有人懂
他说

你不敢

不知道你在怕什么

我听完了
我不知道为何静了下来
不想说话
心情好悲
听着歌
想起和你唯一那几小时的回忆
从pyramid的hagen-daz走到去euphoria
然后再想着你搂着我的腰跳舞
你叫我望着你
我害羞起来
你也笑了起来
达霖也说
放心
大家都在同一个地方
有机会再见
我忍住泪
好想告诉你
我好想你

tears is precious

i am worry
and i just can hide in a corner and counting my tears alone
nobody know
nobody realize what i am worrying for
because finally you dont need me anymore
i am feel annoying 
who should i tell
and who will borrow me their shoulder when i really need it???
confusing
is this call karma???
ya i think so this call KARMA
i accept this
this is the way that i choose
and this is my fate

笨猪跳/跳楼机？？？

不知道为什么
现在的心情就像在玩着笨猪跳
从高高的地方跳下去
有一种快感
又好像是玩着跳楼机那样
吊在半空中然后又上回去那样
心情不上不下
我试着控制自己
不让自己的心事透露出来
不让自己的心随着别人跟去
但我成功了一件事
我成功了掩饰自己
成功了把自己的悲伤隐藏好起来
没有人知道
我在烦什么
我在悲什么
有时候真的讨厌自己
为什么自己那么的不会想
告诉自己
不能再这样下去了
不要再想着谁
不要再喜欢着谁
爱自己
照顾好自己是最重要的 :)

hellooooooooo stranger

well
my leg is getting recovering
guess what
i can walk to anywhere and shopping anywhere
wow
is awesome betul

i am guessing what your mind is containing
i am weird
why we look like stranger now???
even we meet
is it i did something wrong to you???
somebody told me you are avoid something
we are getting far
but anyway
i wish to tell you
I CARE ABOUT YOU  
FROM NOW :)

笑一个 :D

在看我部落的你请笑一个

话说上星期四
我又跑去clubbing了
想什么???
因为人家突然有form嘛
我们又再一次的去了euphoria
不过这次比上次好很多
气氛音乐都没少
只是
这次少了的是你的影子
然而这次却赔上了我的一只脚 :(
在我下楼梯的同时因顾着说话
结果在楼梯跌到扭到了 :(
但是我没后回去clubbing啦

我爱这张大合照

你们有没有人看过人家扭到脚还要到处跑的
没错那就是我
星期五那天朋友兴致boot boot的约我们去alive
我又牛嗨的跟着去了
没办法
脚伤了应该要走多点才会快好

家里发生了事情
可我却没回去
感觉自己真的很不孝
我希望一切的一切都快点过去
我想你了

throw away

i threw the name cards those you gave me
i threw the movie tickets those the movie we watched before

*TOY STORY

*LA COMEDIE HUMAINE 人间喜剧

*LOVE IS DISGUISE 恋爱通告

*GULLIVER'S TRAVEL

the most important is
i threw all the memories we had before
yes
these things are not important for me already
i know what is important for me now
i feel relax :)

actually i dont wish to call you like this

but i cant tahan already

i wish i can bang your head to the hell gao gao

BITCH!!!

what you know???

you just non stop for blaming me and non stop for barking bullshit like a dog there

i keep quite not means i can let you bully as you like

i didn't tell all the truth because i dont want to spoilt

stop to doing those fucking attitude and shut your fucking shit mouth!!!

dont challenge me

dont over my limit and dont force me tell the truth BITCH!!!

random

我很忙
忙到现在才来更新
不要怪我 因为好像没有point可以写
也觉得写出来的东西已经没有意义

从我的新年说起
我的新年节目很寡
寡得可怜
寡得我要吊颈自杀去了
虽然很寡
但我还是天天都凌晨四五点睡
样子cacat到我不想去形容

skip

将将将将

我终于买了

我只能说（它真的很香）

去怡保的那几天
我吃了很多
用钱也用了很多
还记得第二天晚上在pub喝酒的时候
因为那里的空气太闷热了
我差点要晕倒
本来还要去宵夜的
结果害到大家都不能去了 :(
对不起
谢谢达霖借我他那温暖又舒服的床 :)

心事重重
有谁会懂
能让我倾诉的又有谁
回到来第二天了
有压力的或又要开始了
我被选为班长

我不要！！！！

可是没办法
已成定局 :(

等下和朋友一起看haunted changi
一定又叫死了 

end of the january

sigh
today is the last day for january
time flies so fast
cny is around the corner
still got 2 days!!!!
guess what
i didn't plan any programs for my cny
even the new clothes
i just bought them random
no mood for celebrate my cny
BUT
i will go to travel to ipoh with my friends
we go there for???
visit all the guas
wahahaha
just joke

my new tattoo
FAIRY
i love it

look like i am thin :)

muka cacat :(

what i kissed???i dont know

the weather is cold
hold my hands now
FAST!!!

happy birthday BB JUN YAN

happy birthday my dear niece bb jun yan
finally you were one year old liao
sorry for that because i didn't buy any presents for you
i love you gao gao forever
cute bb

handsome bb

i love this,bb,you are cute so much :)

my aunt and my cutie cousin sister

i miss you badly :(
good night

for you

you left a strange feeling for me
and i got it
erm
but i am having this weird feeling towards to you already two weeks
you are a special person that can let me got this suck feeling like this although i forgot your face your voice
miss the day we clubbing???
you are the smartest guy in our gang's boys with your dressed up
yo
i remember your handsome look
hehe
you told me that you are really care of my feeling
and you are hoping i will believe you
so
i miss you now :)

will going to penang on saturday
will join jovince them too
exciting :)

Nobody

for Nobody
stephy here
i miss you so :(
when you will come and visit us???
we go out for a date :)

euphoria night

这是我第二次浦夜店啦
可是感觉不比第一次的好
因为里面的歌没有一首是适合我的
害我抓不到kick
可是朋友们都傻傻的一直抓我出去跳舞
我也只好扮high
当我一说不好玩
他们又灌我喝酒
我跑出去了
又被抓回进来
可怜 :(
但大家都没有拍到照片
可惜 :(
erm
要谢谢阿健一直照着我不让我喝多啦
谢谢nicholas一直拉着我啦
谢谢mui mui一直陪我啦
很高兴认识到你们 :)

moody sunday

不知不觉也开学了一个星期
明天要正式的学下厨了
还蛮期待的 :)
我想说
subang的空气真的很不好
我才来了一个星期
额头都长满粒粒了 :(
还是家乡空气好
虽说我在这开始新生活了
但我所做的事还是像在家乡做的一样
每晚都有出去和朋友喝茶
还记得有一天晚上
我们一大班坐在一起说了很多冷笑话
很开心
这里的人真的很不错
一认识就可以好像很熟的那样谈天
什么尴尬的话题都可谈
包括了色情的

也许我思想不成熟
也许我不够聪明
但至少
我很清楚我自己的一切
我发觉
原来大家心里都有很多误会
我真的不知道从什么时候开始

或许没有人认为这是误会