suddenly

i am viewing your blog
your old article that wrote about me
dont know why
i feel like want to let my tears come out
maybe i realize
or maybe i having this feeling suddenly
our memories are flashing back in my mind
how sweet and happy of us before
yeah
i know no one will trust me
you guys will think that i am talking bullshit
but this is the first article i writing about you guys since i started my academy at here
anyway
i wish to tell you all
i miss you suddenly

我还是我

到今天才发现
原来我还是我
为什么这说
因为我还是喜欢自己一个逛街
逛街的时候看见喜欢的东西会毫不犹豫地买
就好象今天逛街
收获不错

一件黑色的上衣（没牌子）

一条项链（没牌子）

两件背心（nike）

我好久都没试过这样逛这样买了
爽
话说昨晚
我又去clubbing了
说什么欧洲的dj来
朋友叫到
和以我好玩的个性
我当然是答应咯
还记得在下去的时候遇到个黑人
当时是处于自己一个下电梯
之后很不幸运的
我被他缠着了
他先赞我很美
过后问我什么名
再来个劲爆的问题
问我要不要和他...
我不说大家也懂是什么
我就告诉他我赶时间
一出到电梯他还要跟着
一直叫我不要去clubbing
留下来陪他
他会让我开心的
害到我今天出去的时候都要到处留意
在这里我真的很想说

我真的很讨厌黑人

为什么政府要让这种人进来我们的国家！！！

is time to let you go

feel sleepy but cant fall in sleep
shit
what the fucking stupid thing i am doing now???
including myself
nobody can understand what the feeling i am having now
happy???
no
emo???
no
three days
this is the third days without you
what i am waiting for???
is your CALL
your MESSAGE
but how about you???
control myself
slap myself
and reminding myself
IS TIME TO LET YOU GO!!!

i have no time

part timer life was started
i am busy than before
need to work three or four days for a week
will feel tired more
darling was left us for 3 days
we are miss him so much
still remember that morning
i said goodbye to him then my tears was rolled down
and he almost cry in front of us
at last
he gave me a warm hug
ok
i think i meed to apologize to you
sorry that i think i was hurted you
if i know
i wont let you help me replied the messages
if i know
i wont tell you what i am feeling sad for

I FEEL GUILTY EVEN YOU DIDN'T BLAME IT ON ME

缘

刚跟达霖谈起你去
我突然也吓到
原来还有人懂
他说

你不敢

不知道你在怕什么

我听完了
我不知道为何静了下来
不想说话
心情好悲
听着歌
想起和你唯一那几小时的回忆
从pyramid的hagen-daz走到去euphoria
然后再想着你搂着我的腰跳舞
你叫我望着你
我害羞起来
你也笑了起来
达霖也说
放心
大家都在同一个地方
有机会再见
我忍住泪
好想告诉你
我好想你