我希望

我好希望
这是梦
眼前所看见的都不是真的
因为我看了心里有抽蓄的感觉
好不舒服
好不自在
心情很闷
天很灰
是不是都和我一样
都要下雨了呢？？？
如果我知道会有这么的一天
当初就绝对不会加入
如果我知道会有那么的一天
今天就不会有这样了
我请求上天
把时间倒退一点点
因为
我想回到过去
控制那不该有的东西

clown

i am a clown
a bad clown
why???
because i like to pretend
i dont like to admit myself,my style and my feeling
even though some of my friends can know me
but i still pretending like nothings
i like to smile and laugh reluctanly
i like to show to my friends that i am happy in every single day
what's wrong with me???
i am scolding myself
why dont you show your real feeling out???
why dont you try to put effort to change the story however you still keeping up like this???
tong wai sum,you couldn't like this
can you try???
can you put some courage to do???

i feel heart attack when heard that you will not continue your diploma life
how sad
you are leaving us one by one
and after that you are leaving me one by one
i will be the last person here in our gang
i wish
i wish i can shout I MISS YOU to you
i am appreciate our friendship and relationship :)

fast & furious 5

just watched this movie from summit
i just can say:'WHAT A NICE MOVIE IS THIS SEASON'

sinopsis:

Since Brian and Mia Toretto (Brewster) broke Dom out of custody, they've blown across many borders to elude authorities. Now backed into a corner in Rio de Janeiro, they must pull one last job in order to gain their freedom. As they assemble their elite team of top racers, the unlikely allies know their only shot of getting out for good means confronting the corrupt businessman who wants them dead. But he's not the only one on their tail.

Hard-nosed federal agent Luke Hobbs (Johnson) never misses his target. When he is assigned to track down Dom and Brian, he and his strike team launch an all-out assault to capture them. But as his men tear through Brazil, Hobbs learns he can't separate the good guys from the bad. Now, he must rely on his instincts to corner his prey...before someone else runs them down first.

i love their action so much

damn nice character

damn nice motion

and damn nice effect

thumbs up

well
i am ok now
no more awkward
no more feeling towards to you :)

cloudy day

6o'clock now
after rained
it will is a cloudy day
weather is cool
i am wearing swimming suit and will going to swim later
i need a warm hug now :)

can i know what you doing now???

foundation level 1 will be end soon

level 2 is coming

a lot of homework i havent done

haiz

i am gonna crazy

a lot of stress

i dont know what's wrong with my backside 

is pain when i jump or laugh

suffering :(

我是谁

我知道自己的眼皮要掉下来了
可是我还在硬撑
但却不知道自己在硬撑什么
强颜着自己的微笑
嘻嘻哈哈的过活
在朋友面前否认自己所有的情感和事物
朋友说我是个有个性的人
很有自己的主见
我觉得这是个天大的笑话
却在矛盾着量度着自己是不是这种人
怎么了
我把我自己变成什么了？？？
越来越不了解自己
越来越不清楚自己要什么
越来越不清楚自己的目标在哪里
我把原本的我躲在哪了？？？

如果你用内疚来弥补我
那我只能说
对不起
我不会要
你就不需要再拿什么来弥补了
不需要觉得内疚
不需要怕我失望
因为我知道
我没有留下伤疤
我没有受伤 :)

不管怎么说服自己
不管怎么否认自己
直觉还是会不停的告诉我
我迟早会掉进这个坑中
虽然结局不是想象中的
我只是
只是在想
我会掉多深
会不会无法自拔
不知道自己在拼什么
但是时候要把眼镜擦干净
用心的去看前方
有什么东西会在那角落等待着我
有什么人物会在那角落对我挥挥手 :)

请原谅我

请原谅我
我是个小气的女生
受不起讽刺
听不起嘲笑
但
这就是我的性格
请原谅我
我是一个思想不成熟的人
有时候的我
会做出幼稚的行为
但
这就是我的性格
有时候
你们不了解我
甚至有时候
连我自己也不了解自己
朋友啊
请顾虑下我的感受
我已经求别说出来了
我不想有些事情一开始
就变得全世界也知道
但你为什么就是那么爱这样！！！
别人也许不在意

但我在意

我西北在意

我什么也不要了
什么也不去想了

pikom pc fair

不知不觉又星期日了
明天要上课

T__________T

我不要
话说今天
我去了pikom pc fair
那里的人潮是多到我不想说了

mountain people mountain sea

你们懂吧
今天的我花了三百多块

（西北会花钱）

很好奇对不对
买了什么？？？
1.滑鼠=rm20
2.交上网费=rm110
3.swatch手表=rm155
4.还有那些didi dapdap

全都是白色
爱惨了
我爱白色 =)

话说昨晚我又去了clubbing

是超high的啦

认识到很多新朋友

还看到朋友们醉了的样子

是西北搞笑

4个人在车上乱飙英语

so

我在等着和你们的下一次约会啦 :)

同样的时间同样的地点

怎么就是不同的人在我身边？？？